After the incident with Leonardo, Olivia and Leonardo auditioned for the play their teacher made them and got the leading roles. Usher was livid but he told Olivia since the teacher made them do it, then it was nothing he could do about it. Usher wasn't so mad also because ever since the first day of class Olivia and Leonardo seemed to distance themselves from each other. Usher and Jen started "studying" on Tuesdays and Thursdays since Olivia had an English class during the late afternoon. He had enough time to "study" and go to practice without Olivia knowing anything.
The Friday of homecoming game has finally arrived! Usher arrived at Olivia's dorm 11 in morning. "Good morning Sunshine." Usher kissed Olivia on the forehead as she opened the door, still rubbing her eyes. "I see you're just waking up."
Olivia nodded her head. Once he opened her bedroom door he saw a beautiful breakfast waiting for him in bed. "Surprise!" She yelled and then hugged him.
"Wow for me?"
"Of course babe! I believe this is the night you're going to be awesome and the couch is going to put you on the field for the second half. I feel it in my gut!"
"How would you know?"
"Well, last week at your away game, they had you play the whole 4th quarter. I'm pretty sure you're at least going to play the whole second half. Especially how you made that touchdown right before the game ended."
"Oh babe, I love it when you talk football language." He kissed Olivia on the forehead and she smiled. He knew he didn't deserve her. He just hopes she doesn't realize that and leaves him.
For breakfast Olivia made 3 fluffy buttery cinnamon pancakes. On the side there was two strips of thick cut applewood bacon, gritz with sugar, scrambled eggs and a small bowl of cut strawberries, pineapples, and mangoes. "I hope you like it babe."
"You know I love it when you cook for me."
They both sat down and enjoyed their breakfast in bed while watching the news when Olivia got a call. She looked at it and said, "Oh it's the director for the play." She answered, "Good morning, how are you." Silence. "Uh huh." Silence. "Really?" Silence. "It can't be another time? What about the game?" Silence. "I understand." Then Olivia hung up the phone then gave Usher a disappointing look. "Babe, I have some bad news."
"Please don't tell me you have rehearsal today. Please don't."
"Ok. Glad you could understand." Olivia quickly continued to eat her food hoping that Usher wouldn't flip out.
"No, seriously O! You're not going."
Then Olivia looked at Usher and said, "Excuse me? Since when did you become my parent? Last time I checked, my parents are in Harlem. So would you like to rephrase that last statement?"
"No! I'm serious. You know how important this game is to me!"
"And you know how important my grades are to me!"
"You always get A's. You can settle for a B."
"And you can settle with me not going there, since the head cheerleader will be cheering you on!"
"Don't bring Jen into this."
"I did. I can't believe you're friends with her and she purposely flirts with you in front of my face."
"I'm not friends with her, we just have the same classes on Mondays and Wednesdays."
"Whatever. All I'm saying is don't tell me what to do! We both have different priorities, and you know how much my grades mean to me."
"I don't want my girlfriend to miss my game! I don't want my girlfriend spending the whole evening playing a role where she has to be all over the guy who obviously has a thing for you! Everybody sees it except you. I don't want him near you O."
Olivia could see how jealous Usher was. It wasn't about missing the game, it was more about losing her to another guy. "Usher, babe, nothing is going on between Leonardo and I. Why are you so worried about that? I love you!"
Usher looked down. The guilt was starting to take control on his jealousy because all he could think is what if she was doing the same thing he was doing. Then he said something that he wish he didn't, "So why haven't we had sex?"
Olivia looked at him with confusion and said, "I thought we went over this. I'm not ready. I'll let you know when I'm ready. Why? Is sex to you a big deal?"
"It's not a big deal but, " he saw that Olivia was hurt and pissed. Wishing to take back his words he tried to hug her but she pushed him away from him.
"Why would I have sex with you anyway? You had unprotected sex with Maciah and got her pregnant. Have you even contacted her to see if she's keeping the child or not? Or you if you just go MIA that you don't have to be accountable for the actions you've done? And why are you bring up sex anyway? You think I'm having sex with Leonardo or something?"
"No babe. I don't know why I said it. It's just hard for me sometimes."
"But you know how I am Usher. You're the one who wanted to work things out. Like fuck Usher! I understand that you've already had sex, and plenty of it, but I'm not ready to lose my virginity. And no offense, especially to you. You've cheated on me for half of our relationship. Then you get jealous about Leonardo, when it's you with the insecurities because you should know that I would never do anything to hurt you. What you're doing is self reflecting your issues and problems out on me. I don't appreciate that shit. You're supposed to be my other half, yet you're treating me like I'm yours and you can do whatever the fuck you want and tell me what I can or can't do. I don't know why you're acting like this, like I'm your property. But I don't like it and it needs to stop. And since you wanna mention sex so bad, how come I have never been inside your dorm, but you've always been in mine?"
Usher put his head down, "I told you babe, they won't let the players bring girls to the dorm to make sure we stay focus. Once the season is over, you could come as much as you want."
Olivia looked at Usher. What am I going to do? What if he breaks up with me because we're not having sex. But in my heart, I feel like I shouldn't have sex with him. What if he starts cheating on me again? Or what if he could tell that I'm starting to have feelings for Leonardo. "Usher, I'll ask to work on my scene first so I won't miss the whole game."
Usher looked up at Olivia and kissed her on her forehead. "There's a party happening my dorm's main hall for the homecoming game. Just in case I don't see you at the game, just meet me there."
Olivia took Usher's hand and told him, "I'm going to make it to your game. Even if it's the last minute of the game." She smiled at him and he smiled back. Usher thought to himself, I don't deserve this girl. She's amazing.
Leonardo was in the living room, waiting for Usher to leave so Olivia and him could go over their lines. Olivia distance herself from him ever since he kissed her and they basically confessed how they felt about each other. The part that's making things worse is, Olivia won't make direct eye contact with him anymore except when during rehearsal. Usher came out of Olivia's room and they looked extremely happy. Maybe they had morning sex and that's why they look so happy. Usher is so lucky to have a girl like Olivia. She loves him so much she pushed me away. It's killing me. Why does she have to do this to me? I just want to kiss her soft lips again. Usher gave Leonardo a look before he headed to the door, kissed Olivia good bye and told her he'd see her later. "Wow, Prince Charming loves me."
Olivia ignored his joke and said, "So did you wanna run lines?"
Leonardo rolled his eye and sad, "Sure." He started running his lines, "Elizabeth, I don't want to let you go. I don't want to stop seeing you. I love."
"Love have nothing to do with it. He proposed to me last night."
"And"
"I accepted." Leonardo stared at his next lines. Olivia was waiting for him to say them and then repeated, "I accepted."
"Olivia, why did you push yourself away from me."
Olivia did not want to have this conversation. "I don't know what you mean."
"You know exactly what I mean. All of a sudden you're too busy for movie night, you're too busy to talk, you're too busy for anything! So I want to know what's the deal."
"Nothing Leonardo!"
"Live, you're not even calling me Leo anymore. So tell me the truth, what's going on? Do you not want to be friends anymore? Let me know because I'm sick of hoping things would go back to normal."
"Leonardo...I mean Leo, I really don't want to talk about it."
"Why? What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid of you! I've pushed myself away from you because it's hard to just be friends with you after that kiss."
"If I known that you would distance yourself away from me then I would have never done it."
Olivia looked down, "That's not why I distanced myself from you."
"Then why Live, tell me why!"
"Because I WANTED YOU TO! That's why. I wanted you to kiss me. I wanted to finally feel your lips on mine. Once I finally got it, all this guilt came on me. I got what I wished for and now I cheated on Usher."
"You didn't even kiss back, it's not cheating."
"It is! I wanted it Leo! I've been wanting you to kiss me since the first time we actually talked after your ex stopped by. I wanted to taste your lips. I want to taste your tongue. I lust for your touch! I can't be around you without imagining what would it be like if I was with you instead of Usher. I distanced myself from you because..."
"Because what Live?"
"Because...I'm falling for you. I'm falling for you hard and I can't do that to Usher. It's wrong. So I figured this was just a phase and it'll pass. So I decided the best thing for me is to distance myself from you."
"How is that the best thing for you Live? You're miserable. I see it in your face. You're worried about Jen always flirting with Usher and hoping Usher isn't cheating on you with her. Trust me I see how you look at her in class. Then your conflicted because you can't admit that you DO NOT love Usher and you have feelings for me. You want to act on how you feel but you can't because you feel guilty. You're still with Usher because you feel obligated to be in a relationship that is already dead. You can't admit to yourself that Usher is not the guy for you because you've had this life long crush on him. He's your first crush, your first boyfriend, and your first. I understand that you might cling on to this relationship because he's your first, but we're not back in the day when you had to be married to have sex. You do not love him. You don't want to be with him. You need to leave him."
Olivia wanted to tell Leo that Usher wasn't even her first, but in fact she was a virgin. But she opt not to. She knew Leo was right. She knew deep down inside that Usher wasn't the guy for her and maybe that's why she hasn't had sex with him. She didn't want to give something so precious to a guy who's lied to her for over a year. "I think we should continue to run our lines before rehearsal. I have to try to make it to most of Usher's game."
"Live." Leonardo gently touched Olivia's face. He could see the confliction in her eyes, yet he admired her loyalty to Usher. Even if he's the wrong guy for her. He didn't want to tell her anything, but rumor has it that Jennifer the head cheerleader and the football rookie Usher are sleeping with each other. He knew if he told Live about the rumor, she would simply say it was just a rumor and that Usher would never cheat on her...again. "Fine. But could we still be friends. We don't have to hang around each other as much as we used to, but we gotta keep our Monday movie night. Last week my Monday wasn't the same with out cha."
Olivia smiled, "Ok. Now let's run our lines, we gotta game to go to."
"If we go to the game all I'm going to want is to see Usher get hurt." They both laughed.
"Afterwards you could come with me to the homecoming game party."
"I don't think that's a good idea, I might run into Britney."
Olivia laughed, "What happened on your date last week?"
"So we went to the movies. I was a dumb ass and let her choose the movie which was 'The Odd Life of Timothy Green". It's a disney chick flick. Ten minutes in the movie, I fell asleep. So she gets mad at me and hits me with her purse and starts arguing with me in the movie theater! She called me a selfish bastard and how are we together and be able to fall asleep on our date. So I said, 'We're not together, just because we fucked a few times doesn't mean we're in a relationship.' Unfortunately she got really mad and yelled at me even louder. They kicked us out the movie theater. Luckily the movie attendants know me and said I can't come with her. EVER! She's banned from the movie theater. So she decides to yell at me at the movie theater, like that's going to make the situation better. So I offer to take her home or pay for a cab and then she accused me of calling her a prostitute and that I think she's a 'stupid slut'. After she called the cab, and the cab came, she asked me for money to get home since it is my fault this date was an 'epic fail'. I gave her $40 and closed her cab door and came home. It was the date from hell. It only lasted 30 minutes." Olivia began to laugh hysterically. "Hey that's not funny."
"I'm sorry, but goodness that was funny." Olivia continued to laugh.
Leonardo started tickling her and said, "Do you find that funny! Do you find that funny!" Olivia continued laughing until tears came out telling Leonardo to stop it. Then in a split second, Olivia found herself under Leonardo. Leonardo found himself not tickling Olivia and staring into her beautiful brown eyes. They were both staring into each others eyes, intensely, hearts started racing, and their breaths were getting shorter.
Olivia broke the ice and said, "Ready to run our lines."
Leo shook his head as if he was snapping back into reality. "Yea sure."
They went over their lines, meanwhile Usher was in the locker room getting ready to practice. One of his teammates hits Usher and said "So you're fucking Jen."
Usher turns around and said, "What do you mean?"
His team mate Dwight said, "You are so dumb. Cheerleaders talk. And they talk to their boyfriends about everything. So all the cheerleaders know that you two are fucking and you have a girlfriend who doesn't know."
"Hey man keep it down."
"You must not know that most of the football players in here has a cheerleader as a girlfriend, and already knows. It's Olivia who doesn't."
"So how many people know."
"Almost anybody who's anybody at this school, except for Olivia."
"Man this feels like high school already."
"Well that's because you're a boy doing high school things."
"Whatever."
"Well you better be on your game that's all because Johnson caught the flue, so you're playing most of the game."
A few hours later after the homecoming game started already. Leonardo
and Olivia headed to the last 10 minutes of the game. At this point
Usher has been on the field for the last two quarters. He kept looking
up in the stands where Olivia always sits and hasn't seen her. He
automatically thinks she isn't coming and becomes upset. As soon as
Olivia and Leonardo makes it to get game, Olivia tried to get to her
usual seat, but it was crowded. So they stood on the side and watched
the last of the game and so Usher score a touchdown! Excited Olivia and
Leonardo went headed straight to the party but because of the crowd
they made it took way long to get to the dorm.
On their
way to the party, Leonardo and Olivia began talking and joking around.
It took them an hour to get to the dorm. Leonardo didn't want it to
end but it was the best time he had with her in a long time.
Usher
has been drinking within Leonardo's happy hour. Usher was upset that
Olivia didn't make it, so he drank heavier than usual. Jen sashayed to
the drunken Usher and said, "So your girlfriend didn't make it to the
game I see. You most important game so far."
"It's fine. She was busy."
"Busy what? Practicing her kissing scene with her friend."
"Shut up."
"Why don't you make me!"
"I will!" She grabbed Jen by her wrist and lead her to his room.
Ten
minutes after Usher and Jen disappeared, Olivia and Leonardo walked in
the party. "Excuse me, where's Usher?" She asked one of his fellow
teammates.
"Uhm. I'm not sure. I think he might have
went to his room. He was really drunk and kind of upset. His room is
on the two doors down on the left down the hall."
"Oh no." She turned to Leonardo. "I knew he was upset."
"Alright, let's go to him then." Leonardo followed in the direction the football player gave them.
Olivia
opened the door and saw a girl on top of a guy. "Oops I'm sorry, I
must have gotten the wrong door." The girl looked up and it was Jen.
Right under her was, the last person she wanted to see, her boyfriend.
"Usher?"
Usher drunkenly lifted himself up and pulled
up his pants. "Yea it's me. My girlfriend can't make it to a game
because she's making out with some guy who's obviously in love with
you."
"So you sleep with someone?"
"Might as well. I'm not getting any from you."
"Fine then Usher. Fuck you! Don't sober up and come to me because we're over!"
"Whatever. I was over it when you didn't make it to my game."
"I did! I made it to the last 10 minutes of it. Saw you make the last touch down." Then she stormed off.
"The
fuck man!" Leonardo yelled at Usher. "Why the fuck would you do this
to her, AGAIN! What kind of man are you! You're still a boy!"
"Aye nigga, don't fuckin talk to me like that at my party. Remember, I'm the star football player now."
"You're
just a big headed jock. Olivia has been so sweet and loyal to you!
She fucking loves you, and I don't know why. You are selfish, self
centered, and you only care about your penis. God! I wish I could have
someone like her in my life! I wish someone like her would be mine and
you fuckin ruined that and broke her heart again. Fuckin jerk!"
Leonard started to walk away until Usher grabbed his shoulder and
Leonardo punched Usher in the face. "Don't touch me. I don't want
douchebag on me." And left to catch up with Olivia.
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Chapter 11: Every Kiss Begins with Leo
As soon as Jen left, Usher laid back in his bed. It felt so good to finally fill a woman's void and give her pleasure. Yet he felt bad. He was in love with Olivia, but he keeps doing her wrong. What was the matter with him. Usher got himself ready for practice and showered. He wanted to figure out what he should do, tell Olivia or not. Maybe he should be single for a while. He enjoys having sex, making women moan, giving them organisms after organisms. But Olivia won't give it up. It's been three years and nothing. Not even a blow job. Not even a hand job. Not even just the tip. The most she's done was dry hump with her panties on. He hasn't even put his fingers into her pure untainted void. What is a man going to do? Maybe he could just have Jen on the side to let out his frustration.
After Olivia got off the phone with Usher, she started slowly heading to her dorm. Part of her didn't want to go because she knew Leonardo was there. Another part wanted to see Leonardo and figure out how she felt. Was it wrong to start developing feelings for Leonardo, especially when she's in love with Usher? Every time she hears Leo's laugh, her heart leaps for joy. Every time they have a heart to heart discussion and she stares into his deep blue eyes all she wants to do is kiss his pink lips until they both stop to breathe for air. Every time Leonardo comes out from his shower, she can't help but to inhale is intoxicating aroma and fantasize his scent on her body. Can she continue to deny how she feels, or should she just admit it? But what about Usher? He's been so sweet to her past few weeks and with that whole scene with Leonardo how could she just tell him that she is starting to have feelings for someone else? Especially Leonardo! As Olivia's mind continued to ponder on the what ifs and hows, she found herself home. When she opened the door, there was Leonardo with Britney.
"Hi Olivia." Britney said. "I was just leaving, Leonardo and I are going on our first date Friday night." Britney looked at Leonardo and "Bye handsome, see ya Friday." And blew him a kiss before she closed the door.
"So you're going to take her out on a date?" Olivia crossed her arms as she asked him.
"Yea I am. Why not? It's not like I'm in a relationship with anyone, right Live?" Leo said sarcastically.
"I guess not. I mean I thought you were into one night stands, not dating them." Olivia sneered at him and started heading to her room.
"Why are you upset?"
"I'm not!"
"Admit it, you're upset." Leonardo gave a sly smile and got in Olivia's face. "This is fascinating. Why are you upset with me for planning a date with Britney if you're so in love with Usher."
"I am in love with Usher!" Then Leonardo started laughing. "Don't laugh at me!"
"I can't help it Live! You know you're not in love with that cheating, small brain capacity having, jock. You're not. You are too good for him and you keep fantasizing that you two were meant to be with each other when you're clearly not!"
"Usher and I have been together for three years and knew each other dayum near all our lives. You've only known me for almost two months and suddenly you're a fucking expert on me and my boyfriend? Explain to me how do you know that Mr. I-Know-Everything?"
Then Leonardo kissed her and said, "Because I know for a fact that you're into me." Olivia was trying to process what just happened. Then he looked into her brown eyes and walked into his room. Olivia put her hands on her lips in disbelief. She rushed into her room and sat on her bed. Her fingers tracing her lips. She's still in shock. Did that just happen?
After sitting there for a few minutes there was a knock on her bedroom door. She opened the door and saw Leo looking conflicted. "Live I'm sorry." Olivia was speechless. She didn't know what to say, how to feel, or how to respond. "Live say something."
Olivia looked into Leo's eyes. What could she say? That she's wanted him to kiss her for weeks now. That she longed to feel his lips pressed against hers again. How she enjoyed the breath taking kiss but if she wasn't with Usher they might have done a lot more then kiss. "I forgive you." She whisptered and attempted to close the door.
Leonardo opened it and said, "That's all you have to say?"
"What else do you want me to say Leo?"
"Like how you feel. Tell me how you actually feel instead of playing these emotional games. Today in class, I wasn't the only one who put how I felt out there. You did too! So tell me that you don't feel something between us and I'll walk away and leave you alone to wait for your boyfriend. But I have the right to know how you feel."
Olivia looked around. She felt as if she was drowning in her own emotions trying to find a breath of air. Then she looked at Leo. Her heart began to race. It was beating so loud, she felt that Leo could hear it. "I...uhm...I...I don't know Leo!" and tears began to fall from her brown eyes.
Leonardo hugged her. "Don't cry. It's ok."
"It's not ok. How could I do that to Usher? I mean, it's emotional cheating!" Leonardo couldn't help but laugh. Olivia pushed away from Leonardo and wiped her tears, "What's so funny?"
"Live, you're going to survive. Look, I won't tell if you don't tell. Ok. Besides, Usher is a cheater. He was fucking your best friend for over a year, and got her pregnant. Remember that. If you have feelings for someone else, it's not the end of the world."
"It's wrong."
"It's only wrong if you act on it. Look, how I see it, we're both adults. We could manage to be friends this long without an incident, besides today, we could continue to be friends." Then he smiled. "But I'm glad I know you do have feelings for me."
Olivia smiled. "So that means you're not going on a date with Britney the Blonde Bimbo?"
"Nope. It means that I'm definatly going on a date with her. I just won't have sex with her on the couch." Then he left to his room.
Olivia was mad yet happy. It was a relief that he knows how she felt. It may not be exact, but he knows she has feelings for him and understands that she's with Usher. Maybe these feelings would go away. Hopefully it will because she can't imagine saying 'I Love You' to Usher, while in the back of her mind, she'll always think about the kiss Leo gave her. With that thought, she started blushing. This seems like the beginning of something she did not want get caught up in, yet at the same time anxious to see the end.
After Olivia got off the phone with Usher, she started slowly heading to her dorm. Part of her didn't want to go because she knew Leonardo was there. Another part wanted to see Leonardo and figure out how she felt. Was it wrong to start developing feelings for Leonardo, especially when she's in love with Usher? Every time she hears Leo's laugh, her heart leaps for joy. Every time they have a heart to heart discussion and she stares into his deep blue eyes all she wants to do is kiss his pink lips until they both stop to breathe for air. Every time Leonardo comes out from his shower, she can't help but to inhale is intoxicating aroma and fantasize his scent on her body. Can she continue to deny how she feels, or should she just admit it? But what about Usher? He's been so sweet to her past few weeks and with that whole scene with Leonardo how could she just tell him that she is starting to have feelings for someone else? Especially Leonardo! As Olivia's mind continued to ponder on the what ifs and hows, she found herself home. When she opened the door, there was Leonardo with Britney.
"Hi Olivia." Britney said. "I was just leaving, Leonardo and I are going on our first date Friday night." Britney looked at Leonardo and "Bye handsome, see ya Friday." And blew him a kiss before she closed the door.
"So you're going to take her out on a date?" Olivia crossed her arms as she asked him.
"Yea I am. Why not? It's not like I'm in a relationship with anyone, right Live?" Leo said sarcastically.
"I guess not. I mean I thought you were into one night stands, not dating them." Olivia sneered at him and started heading to her room.
"Why are you upset?"
"I'm not!"
"Admit it, you're upset." Leonardo gave a sly smile and got in Olivia's face. "This is fascinating. Why are you upset with me for planning a date with Britney if you're so in love with Usher."
"I am in love with Usher!" Then Leonardo started laughing. "Don't laugh at me!"
"I can't help it Live! You know you're not in love with that cheating, small brain capacity having, jock. You're not. You are too good for him and you keep fantasizing that you two were meant to be with each other when you're clearly not!"
"Usher and I have been together for three years and knew each other dayum near all our lives. You've only known me for almost two months and suddenly you're a fucking expert on me and my boyfriend? Explain to me how do you know that Mr. I-Know-Everything?"
Then Leonardo kissed her and said, "Because I know for a fact that you're into me." Olivia was trying to process what just happened. Then he looked into her brown eyes and walked into his room. Olivia put her hands on her lips in disbelief. She rushed into her room and sat on her bed. Her fingers tracing her lips. She's still in shock. Did that just happen?
After sitting there for a few minutes there was a knock on her bedroom door. She opened the door and saw Leo looking conflicted. "Live I'm sorry." Olivia was speechless. She didn't know what to say, how to feel, or how to respond. "Live say something."
Olivia looked into Leo's eyes. What could she say? That she's wanted him to kiss her for weeks now. That she longed to feel his lips pressed against hers again. How she enjoyed the breath taking kiss but if she wasn't with Usher they might have done a lot more then kiss. "I forgive you." She whisptered and attempted to close the door.
Leonardo opened it and said, "That's all you have to say?"
"What else do you want me to say Leo?"
"Like how you feel. Tell me how you actually feel instead of playing these emotional games. Today in class, I wasn't the only one who put how I felt out there. You did too! So tell me that you don't feel something between us and I'll walk away and leave you alone to wait for your boyfriend. But I have the right to know how you feel."
Olivia looked around. She felt as if she was drowning in her own emotions trying to find a breath of air. Then she looked at Leo. Her heart began to race. It was beating so loud, she felt that Leo could hear it. "I...uhm...I...I don't know Leo!" and tears began to fall from her brown eyes.
Leonardo hugged her. "Don't cry. It's ok."
"It's not ok. How could I do that to Usher? I mean, it's emotional cheating!" Leonardo couldn't help but laugh. Olivia pushed away from Leonardo and wiped her tears, "What's so funny?"
"Live, you're going to survive. Look, I won't tell if you don't tell. Ok. Besides, Usher is a cheater. He was fucking your best friend for over a year, and got her pregnant. Remember that. If you have feelings for someone else, it's not the end of the world."
"It's wrong."
"It's only wrong if you act on it. Look, how I see it, we're both adults. We could manage to be friends this long without an incident, besides today, we could continue to be friends." Then he smiled. "But I'm glad I know you do have feelings for me."
Olivia smiled. "So that means you're not going on a date with Britney the Blonde Bimbo?"
"Nope. It means that I'm definatly going on a date with her. I just won't have sex with her on the couch." Then he left to his room.
Olivia was mad yet happy. It was a relief that he knows how she felt. It may not be exact, but he knows she has feelings for him and understands that she's with Usher. Maybe these feelings would go away. Hopefully it will because she can't imagine saying 'I Love You' to Usher, while in the back of her mind, she'll always think about the kiss Leo gave her. With that thought, she started blushing. This seems like the beginning of something she did not want get caught up in, yet at the same time anxious to see the end.
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Chapter 10: I'm Already Taken
Usher was livid. Did he really just make a move on Olivia in front of our whole class? How dare he disrespect me and push up on my woman. But I'ma clear shit up right now.
Once class was over, Usher immediately grabbed Olivia's hand. Jennifer saw what Usher was doing. How cute, he's trying to mark his territory, she thought to herself. As soon as all four of them was out of class, Jennifer rushed to Usher and Olivia and said, "Oh my gosh Ush, you didn't tell me how great of an actress your lil girlfriend is." As she gave Olivia the fakest smile a person could imagine. "We got ourselves the next Halle Berry, except not as pretty."
Olivia looked at Jen and said, "And look at this, we have our next Lashontae Heckard, just the cheaper version." Olivia smiled back.
Before Jen could say anything else, the acting teacher came out of the class, "Olivia and Leonardo, our school is having a play. One of our students in the school wrote a marvelous play about two people who fall in love while the lead lady is in a relationship with her child hood sweet heart. I think you two would be perfect for the leading roles."
Leonardo looked at Olivia, and then looked at the professor, "I would love to. When's the auditions?"
"Marvelous! You Olivia, are you going too?"
Olivia looked at Usher, then Leonardo, then at Jennifer who looked like she was waiting for Olivia to say the wrong thing, and then back to the professor, "Uhm, I don't know. I'm not that great."
"Oh don't be such a shy girl now. I am now making it an assignment. Auditions are here next Thursday at 8pm. But there, or fail." The professor handed Leonardo and Olivia the scripts, and walked off.
Usher was even more pissed, and this time it showed. Usher let go of Olivia's hand and stormed off, with Jen chasing behind him. "What's his problem?" Leonardo sarcastically said.
Olivia looked at Leonardo and said, "Why did you say those things to me in class, IN FRONT of Usher!?!? I mean goodness, I know you don't like him, but come on now." Olivia started walking away, and then Leonardo grabbed Olivia's arm and said, "Wait. I didn't mean to make your jock boyfriend upset. It was a task the teacher gave to us. I was just doing what I was told to do." The answer satisfied Olivia, but at the same time, she was hoping for more.
Olivia started into Leonardo's deep blue eyes and said, "Ok Leo. Uhm, I'ma catch you later."
Leonardo looked confused. He thought he said what she wanted to hear, why is she acting weird now? "We're going the same direction, we could just walk together."
Olivia didn't know what to say or how to feel. She just wanted a breather so she could think clearly without Usher or Leo tugging at her heart. "I was going to walk around campus while every was gone and enjoy the scenery."
"I'll go with you." Leonardo said with the cutest smile Olivia ever saw. But she was scared that her relationship might actually be in danger, and he's the cause of it.
"No I'm fine. I don't want Usher to get even more upset over something that's nothing. Right?"
With disappoint Leonardo agreed. "Ok, I'll see you when you get home." With that he walked down to their dorm, where he'll sit and think about the what ifs.
"Wow, it's like fate is bringing those two together huh." Jennifer said, once she finally caught up to Usher.
"Man, that nigga is tryin to steal O away from me. I can't believe this shit man."
"Ush, listen up." Jen stepped infront of Usher and made him stop. "Next friday, it's our home coming game. So you need to clear your mind from O and think about the game. Now from what I heard, you're going to be starting. You'll be off that bench. So you need to man up and keep your mind focused on the game."
Impressed on how Jen just took control over the situation, Usher raised his eye brow and said, "You're right. Leonardo can't take O from me because she's mind and she loves me. No pretty white boy is going to take her. Besides once I'm on that field, and everybody sees how awesome I am, Leonardo will be nothing compared to me." Then Usher put his arm around Jen and said, "You're a great friend and I need more friends like you."
"I agree. So, can I copy you're notes from psych?" Usher eyed Jennifer suspiciously and then she said, "Seriously, I can't write fast so I didn't catch everything."
"Ok." With that Usher lead Jen, in his arm, to his dorm.
Once Jen got into his dorm, she looked around and admired his humble bachelor dorm. She's been inside several jocks dorms, but his wasn't filled with posters of athletes, yet with pictures of his mother, his brother, and Olivia. He had all his trophies on his dresser, and hung all his medals above it. One medal was framed, and it read "For Being The Best Boyfriend". It was obviously that it came from Olivia.
Usher sat on his bed and pulled out his notes from his back pack. Jen looked at Usher and said, "You are so cute. Did you really think I came here to copy notes?" She straddled her legs around his waist. "I want you. You need to be with a real woman like me, and stop fucking around with a lil ass girl." Out of his control, Usher began to erect. Jen looked down, and then into Usher's eyes. She grabbed his big hands and placed one on her butt, and the other one under her shirt and on her breast. Usher began curessing her breast in one hand, and grabbed her behind with the other pulling her closer to him.
"So you think I'm that stupid huh?" With that Usher bit Jen's lower lip and started kissing her neck. Jen let out a small moan as Usher's erection began to grow bigger. Jen started grinding against the erection. As Usher started kissing Jennifer down her neck, he headed toward her breasts. While he was curessesing the one his hand was placed at, the other one he took the tip of his tongue and slid it down to her erected nipples and began flicking it with his tongue. Jen let out another moan, and Usher groaned as she began to unbuckle his belt. Usher lifted Jen up and throw her on his bed. Jen squealed with excitement as Usher began to pull down his jeans and she saw what he was really made out of. Usher used his teeth to undo her jean button and unzip the zipper. He pulled down her pants slowly, making her more anxious and excited about what might happen next. Usher grabbed her leg and started kissing her leg. He kissed her leg all the way down to in between her thighs. With his tongue he started playing with her panties. He then moved up and kissed her stomach and pressed his erected penis to her very warm and wet area. Jen moaned. All she wanted was Usher to just go inside her instead of teasing her. As he started grinding his very impressive erection where her panties were now soaking wet, he kissed behind her neck, and curessed the sensual curves she had. When Jen couldn't take anymore she just yelled, "Just put it in! I have a condom, please stop teasing me." He looked into her eyes and said, "I can't."
"WHAT!" Jen yelled, and pushed Usher off of her. Usher began laugh. "So you're going to tease me because you're not man enough to stick that dick inside me?"
"Listen, I'm sorry but I would feel bad. I mean, trust me I want to. I haven't had sex since June. But I can't do that to O."
"It's August, you're telling me whatever you did made her so mad that she's not having sex with you anymore?"
Usher looked to the side and then said, "She's a virgin."
Jen started laughing. Then looked at Usher's face again and said, "No wonder why you cheated on her. But unlike whoever that girl was, I'm not going to tell Olivia." Jen got on her knees, and pulled down his boxers. "Look Usher, I want you. I always get what I want. So just give in, because sooner or later, we'll be together. You'll see. And I'll make sure you'll never find another woman or search for affection." With the tip of her tongue she licked his whole erection. From the bottom, to the very tip. She started playing with his tip with the tip of her tongue, and she continued to do it until Usher groaned. She then made sure his erection was wet and licked all around it and began gently stroke his penis. While she was stroking his penis, Usher laid back and enjoyed the waves of sensual pleasure and Jen grabbed her purse and pulled out a condom. She slipped it on his erection and removed her panties. She got up from her knees and sat on him. Feeling his thickness inside of her, she couldn't help but to moan and he gently put his hands on her hips and started guiding her it. He flipped her so that he was on top and put himself so deep into her, she felt that he was penetrating her soul and elevating her into a higher place. He was giving her long, deep strokes. He made sure he could feel the void she had. It was slow yet sensual. While he was feeling every inch of her insides, he started kissing her forehead, then her nose, until it got to her full luscious lips. He kissed her passionately as if he was going to loose oxygen. He grabbed her hair for them back of her neck and kissed her harder and his strokes became faster and deeper. Each stroke felt as if he was trying to get to her heart. While her legs began to shake and become weak all of a sudden Trey Songz started singing "And I knew she was the girl for me. Like no other I had seen" Usher removed his excitement from her void, and let the song continue, "I'm already taken". He looked at his phone and saw that it was the love his life, Olivia, calling. Jen looked at him and said, "Is that her?"
Usher gave her a guilty look and picked up the phone, "Hey"
"I'm sorry babe. Leo and I was just acting, honestly."
"Yea whatever O."
"Seriously, you know I love you. I'm heading to your dorm right now."
Usher began to panick, "You're heading to my dorm?" Jen got the cue and began putting her clothes back on. Upset that she didn't get to finish what her and Usher started.
"Yea babe, I just want to be with you."
"Look, I need time to think. Besides, I'm about to leave for practice anyway."
"Isn't it too early for practice?"
"Homecoming game is next week, and I have to be on my A game. So I'll swing by your dorm afterwards, unless you and LEO have something planned?"
"No babe. I guess I'll just head back to my dorm. See you later, I love you Usher."
"I love you too." With that Usher hung up the phone.
"So your ringtone for her is, 'Already Taken' by Trey Songz. How cute. What's her ringtone for you?"
"Foolish by Ashanti. Before we broke up it used to be Sunshine. She would always tell me that I was her sunshine. She used to sing it to me too." Usher smiled reminiscing on the past before she knew he cheated, before he broke her heart.
"Wow, if I didn't know any better I would say you two were meant to be." Then Jen got her things and left. "Call me whenever you wanna finish our session."
Once class was over, Usher immediately grabbed Olivia's hand. Jennifer saw what Usher was doing. How cute, he's trying to mark his territory, she thought to herself. As soon as all four of them was out of class, Jennifer rushed to Usher and Olivia and said, "Oh my gosh Ush, you didn't tell me how great of an actress your lil girlfriend is." As she gave Olivia the fakest smile a person could imagine. "We got ourselves the next Halle Berry, except not as pretty."
Olivia looked at Jen and said, "And look at this, we have our next Lashontae Heckard, just the cheaper version." Olivia smiled back.
Before Jen could say anything else, the acting teacher came out of the class, "Olivia and Leonardo, our school is having a play. One of our students in the school wrote a marvelous play about two people who fall in love while the lead lady is in a relationship with her child hood sweet heart. I think you two would be perfect for the leading roles."
Leonardo looked at Olivia, and then looked at the professor, "I would love to. When's the auditions?"
"Marvelous! You Olivia, are you going too?"
Olivia looked at Usher, then Leonardo, then at Jennifer who looked like she was waiting for Olivia to say the wrong thing, and then back to the professor, "Uhm, I don't know. I'm not that great."
"Oh don't be such a shy girl now. I am now making it an assignment. Auditions are here next Thursday at 8pm. But there, or fail." The professor handed Leonardo and Olivia the scripts, and walked off.
Usher was even more pissed, and this time it showed. Usher let go of Olivia's hand and stormed off, with Jen chasing behind him. "What's his problem?" Leonardo sarcastically said.
Olivia looked at Leonardo and said, "Why did you say those things to me in class, IN FRONT of Usher!?!? I mean goodness, I know you don't like him, but come on now." Olivia started walking away, and then Leonardo grabbed Olivia's arm and said, "Wait. I didn't mean to make your jock boyfriend upset. It was a task the teacher gave to us. I was just doing what I was told to do." The answer satisfied Olivia, but at the same time, she was hoping for more.
Olivia started into Leonardo's deep blue eyes and said, "Ok Leo. Uhm, I'ma catch you later."
Leonardo looked confused. He thought he said what she wanted to hear, why is she acting weird now? "We're going the same direction, we could just walk together."
Olivia didn't know what to say or how to feel. She just wanted a breather so she could think clearly without Usher or Leo tugging at her heart. "I was going to walk around campus while every was gone and enjoy the scenery."
"I'll go with you." Leonardo said with the cutest smile Olivia ever saw. But she was scared that her relationship might actually be in danger, and he's the cause of it.
"No I'm fine. I don't want Usher to get even more upset over something that's nothing. Right?"
With disappoint Leonardo agreed. "Ok, I'll see you when you get home." With that he walked down to their dorm, where he'll sit and think about the what ifs.
"Wow, it's like fate is bringing those two together huh." Jennifer said, once she finally caught up to Usher.
"Man, that nigga is tryin to steal O away from me. I can't believe this shit man."
"Ush, listen up." Jen stepped infront of Usher and made him stop. "Next friday, it's our home coming game. So you need to clear your mind from O and think about the game. Now from what I heard, you're going to be starting. You'll be off that bench. So you need to man up and keep your mind focused on the game."
Impressed on how Jen just took control over the situation, Usher raised his eye brow and said, "You're right. Leonardo can't take O from me because she's mind and she loves me. No pretty white boy is going to take her. Besides once I'm on that field, and everybody sees how awesome I am, Leonardo will be nothing compared to me." Then Usher put his arm around Jen and said, "You're a great friend and I need more friends like you."
"I agree. So, can I copy you're notes from psych?" Usher eyed Jennifer suspiciously and then she said, "Seriously, I can't write fast so I didn't catch everything."
"Ok." With that Usher lead Jen, in his arm, to his dorm.
Once Jen got into his dorm, she looked around and admired his humble bachelor dorm. She's been inside several jocks dorms, but his wasn't filled with posters of athletes, yet with pictures of his mother, his brother, and Olivia. He had all his trophies on his dresser, and hung all his medals above it. One medal was framed, and it read "For Being The Best Boyfriend". It was obviously that it came from Olivia.
Usher sat on his bed and pulled out his notes from his back pack. Jen looked at Usher and said, "You are so cute. Did you really think I came here to copy notes?" She straddled her legs around his waist. "I want you. You need to be with a real woman like me, and stop fucking around with a lil ass girl." Out of his control, Usher began to erect. Jen looked down, and then into Usher's eyes. She grabbed his big hands and placed one on her butt, and the other one under her shirt and on her breast. Usher began curessing her breast in one hand, and grabbed her behind with the other pulling her closer to him.
"So you think I'm that stupid huh?" With that Usher bit Jen's lower lip and started kissing her neck. Jen let out a small moan as Usher's erection began to grow bigger. Jen started grinding against the erection. As Usher started kissing Jennifer down her neck, he headed toward her breasts. While he was curessesing the one his hand was placed at, the other one he took the tip of his tongue and slid it down to her erected nipples and began flicking it with his tongue. Jen let out another moan, and Usher groaned as she began to unbuckle his belt. Usher lifted Jen up and throw her on his bed. Jen squealed with excitement as Usher began to pull down his jeans and she saw what he was really made out of. Usher used his teeth to undo her jean button and unzip the zipper. He pulled down her pants slowly, making her more anxious and excited about what might happen next. Usher grabbed her leg and started kissing her leg. He kissed her leg all the way down to in between her thighs. With his tongue he started playing with her panties. He then moved up and kissed her stomach and pressed his erected penis to her very warm and wet area. Jen moaned. All she wanted was Usher to just go inside her instead of teasing her. As he started grinding his very impressive erection where her panties were now soaking wet, he kissed behind her neck, and curessed the sensual curves she had. When Jen couldn't take anymore she just yelled, "Just put it in! I have a condom, please stop teasing me." He looked into her eyes and said, "I can't."
"WHAT!" Jen yelled, and pushed Usher off of her. Usher began laugh. "So you're going to tease me because you're not man enough to stick that dick inside me?"
"Listen, I'm sorry but I would feel bad. I mean, trust me I want to. I haven't had sex since June. But I can't do that to O."
"It's August, you're telling me whatever you did made her so mad that she's not having sex with you anymore?"
Usher looked to the side and then said, "She's a virgin."
Jen started laughing. Then looked at Usher's face again and said, "No wonder why you cheated on her. But unlike whoever that girl was, I'm not going to tell Olivia." Jen got on her knees, and pulled down his boxers. "Look Usher, I want you. I always get what I want. So just give in, because sooner or later, we'll be together. You'll see. And I'll make sure you'll never find another woman or search for affection." With the tip of her tongue she licked his whole erection. From the bottom, to the very tip. She started playing with his tip with the tip of her tongue, and she continued to do it until Usher groaned. She then made sure his erection was wet and licked all around it and began gently stroke his penis. While she was stroking his penis, Usher laid back and enjoyed the waves of sensual pleasure and Jen grabbed her purse and pulled out a condom. She slipped it on his erection and removed her panties. She got up from her knees and sat on him. Feeling his thickness inside of her, she couldn't help but to moan and he gently put his hands on her hips and started guiding her it. He flipped her so that he was on top and put himself so deep into her, she felt that he was penetrating her soul and elevating her into a higher place. He was giving her long, deep strokes. He made sure he could feel the void she had. It was slow yet sensual. While he was feeling every inch of her insides, he started kissing her forehead, then her nose, until it got to her full luscious lips. He kissed her passionately as if he was going to loose oxygen. He grabbed her hair for them back of her neck and kissed her harder and his strokes became faster and deeper. Each stroke felt as if he was trying to get to her heart. While her legs began to shake and become weak all of a sudden Trey Songz started singing "And I knew she was the girl for me. Like no other I had seen" Usher removed his excitement from her void, and let the song continue, "I'm already taken". He looked at his phone and saw that it was the love his life, Olivia, calling. Jen looked at him and said, "Is that her?"
Usher gave her a guilty look and picked up the phone, "Hey"
"I'm sorry babe. Leo and I was just acting, honestly."
"Yea whatever O."
"Seriously, you know I love you. I'm heading to your dorm right now."
Usher began to panick, "You're heading to my dorm?" Jen got the cue and began putting her clothes back on. Upset that she didn't get to finish what her and Usher started.
"Yea babe, I just want to be with you."
"Look, I need time to think. Besides, I'm about to leave for practice anyway."
"Isn't it too early for practice?"
"Homecoming game is next week, and I have to be on my A game. So I'll swing by your dorm afterwards, unless you and LEO have something planned?"
"No babe. I guess I'll just head back to my dorm. See you later, I love you Usher."
"I love you too." With that Usher hung up the phone.
"So your ringtone for her is, 'Already Taken' by Trey Songz. How cute. What's her ringtone for you?"
"Foolish by Ashanti. Before we broke up it used to be Sunshine. She would always tell me that I was her sunshine. She used to sing it to me too." Usher smiled reminiscing on the past before she knew he cheated, before he broke her heart.
"Wow, if I didn't know any better I would say you two were meant to be." Then Jen got her things and left. "Call me whenever you wanna finish our session."
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